Forever feeling like shit and wanna kill myself
mosoli: someone should make a movie about a group of really good friends who watch movies and play video games together but they’re actually internet friends so throughout the movie there’s subtle hints that they’re not actually irl (i.e. they can’t touch each other, they talk about different teachers from different schools) and at the end something tragic happens and they have to cope with it...
I feel like I’m forcing support on other people Whoops
cleanlinez: is recognizing and working through my white and white-passing privilege is about a lot of internalized ideas about race that i need to work through is feeling the effects of having my identity erased and sometimes non-existent is a tool to de-compartmentalize my various identities and selves
I get to fucking decide if I live or die abd how I live or die, I get to say if I kill myself or uf I hurt myself or if I go to php, no one gets to tell me otherwise. I wsnt to dieeeeee. I would ratjer be nothing. I dont reach out, don’t think I want to, can’t tell snyone else, don’t trust, can’t hurt, I get to decide